Doktor Tidak Sempurna

 Sometime I wonder, if I were not a doctor, what would I be. I remembered when I was filling up for UPU, among my request were law, nursing, and education. However I received foundation in science in UiTM Puncak Alam, however I was unable to fit in, I cried, hence when I received offer to study in medicine in Jordan, I accepted the offer hoping that it would be better. Yes, it is, alhamdulillah, I able to fit in, get along with people. Done with medical school, I work after one year of waiting for the employment, while waiting , I sell and bake cakes. And I still remember renting a vendor to sell my cakes, sending cakes to people. I remembered few of my customers, such as sending cakes to an elite area, to a man nearby of our house and my mum giving him souvenirs, to a lady that saying she would like me to prepare gift for her wedding later. I found joy doing that, but during that time, I face failure, such as I still didn’t received much gain from it, maybe due to my technique, an...

 Kini, isu doktor perubatan siswazah aaka house officer/houseman kembali di mata media. Sebenarnya isu-isu yang berputar dalam kalangan house officer bukan isu yang baru, boleh katakan setiap medical officer ataupun, pegawai perubatan yang telah melalui housemanship akan mengatakan housemanship mereka bukan mudah. Setiap orang akan ade liku-liku dia. Sama ada seseorang itu akan berjaya mengharungi housemanship tanpa extension (perlanjutan) atau pun ada yang perlu melalui extension. Ataupun mereka yang akan dibuli, ataupun mendapat masalah psikiatri seperi kemurungan, bipolar, seterusnya menyebabkan berlakunya pemikiran untuk membunuh diri (suicidal thought). Saya ingin memberikan contoh apa yang berlaku kepada saya sepanjang tempobh housemanship saya pada tahun 2017-2019. Dan persekitaran saya. Tidak perlukan pendahuluan mengenai saya ataupun di mana saya melakukan latihan, kita terus kepada apa yang berlaku sepanjang housemanship saya. Mungkin apa yang di baca boleh dikatakan kesi...